I'll tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think of this So from my thoughts I will exclude this very thing That I hate more than everything is The way I'm powerless To dictate my own moods I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more And I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored But that's not the way it works, no that's not the way it works When I go down, I go down hard And I take everything I've learned, and teach myself some disregard When I go down, It hurts (azchords.com)