Mornings Kiss

The residue of this morning's kiss still sits heavy on my lips

I have not licked them for fear of washing you away

Eventually the morning coffee does have to be had, and 20 min later,

The residue of this morning's kiss still sits heavy on my lips

Going to sleep back to back,
I wake at130 with anxiety attack.

My whole body is once again cold
I stand in indecision,
do I wake you
Should I be so bold?

I cave into you,
Throwing caution to the wind,
You hold and comfort till I calm down and sleep once again.

The residue of this morning's kiss still sits heavy on my lips.

The alarm sounds all to soon,
you wake me, and I look at you.

The question,
crosses my lips once More.

Is this really what you want?
Are you sure?

The reply surprises me,
Because it's different
than the two days before.

Do you want to do this, are you sure?
With "I don't know" in the air,
I plead with you to search yourself,
Because,
I am here.

The residue of this morning's kiss still sits heavy on my lips.