Hidden Meanings

Today I dressed in my shirt,
The shirt you had worn yesterday.
Lightly scented with the fragrance
Which is of you.

Last night I laid beside  you,.
You stayed because you felt you needed to.
More for me than for you.

The feeling for me is no longer love.
I do not pray to the good above.
I only wish to regain your trust
If I leave the lust aside, I am still me,.

I was told, “it's not physical for me”
I think it is, more so than you like to see.
Otherwise, you would not have had
massage oil And a physical need..

All the sexy finery, went to Texas, not for me,
If it had been,  it would have come to Washington
to sit and wait for your return.
Not used by another man before me.

The gold around your neck,
Hidden meaning from your heart,
Not for me, how do I begin to restart?

The chain around your neck, the marking on your wrist,
Feels like a noose that tightens
and begins to twist and I raise my head high,
I'll say I Love you as I look to the sky.

I doubt you will morn.
I will not however die.
I will be reborn.

I will look to the the new horizon
and reach for that new Prize
I set my eyes on