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Your confidence is shaky
You’re never prepared for the inquiry
You’ve no representation on the subject
The result of years of selfish neglect

You search for a purpose to be relieved
Or redemption from authority not believed
Nervous now, thinking your defense is futile
Yet with a solution at hand all the while

You’ve another opportunity for freedom
Chances you seem to shun as they come
Maybe this is the time to be sincere
Resisting the temptation to get out of here

You want what everyone else seems to control
Freedom and a ladder out of this hole
Take your breaths now, breath deep
The lamp is on, bright light sweeps

The inquiry comes fast and furious
Admit you are a sinner among us
Lazy without ambition; idle at hand
A sloth, yes I understand

Anger and temperament and a wayward path
You’ve shown a hate for some, exhibitor of wrath
A taker, a receiver of benefits even without need
Sometimes there’s no return from you, you practice greed

You scorn others with more, do you agree?
This is the transgression called envy
And when feasts are prepared for all of us
Your serving is disproportionate, you are gluttonous

Your assets are sometimes on exhibit
With elitism and a pride you must admit
Excessive desire for another you feel you must
As deadly as the others this misdeed called lust

Of these crimes I am guilty, please no more penalty
I tell the inquisitor, the conscience, inside of me
Incarcerated in the prison of my soul
What must I do to (re)gain control?

My only opportunity for parole lies within
Admission and regret are keys to self-redemption
I must practice goodness and selflessness
For any chance of true love and happiness

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That Monkey

Can’t sleep, looking up to the mirror I can see
That bothersome creep, he won’t let me be
He shakes and dances, annoying as he can be
He stretches, staring me down, that’s my monkey

My monkey gnaws at me some more today
He snarls when he speaks, "I'm hungry", he says
He hugs me with strength, he wants to stay
I push and push but he’s not going away

This is not any ordinary pet
He has a mind and vicious purpose, that’s a safe bet
If I let him some slack he’ll rule us both all right
Don’t stroke this monkey; he's got a terrible bite

I’ll feed the monkey just this one more time
I’ll fill the hole one more time and get high
Stop scratching my heart raw, so cruel!
Stop squeezing the stuff out of my soul!

My esteem erodes a little bit more, I cry
My monkey doesn’t seem to mind
Without a soul of his own so he needs
To steal another’s, slowly he feeds

(Draining the essence of this man)

I think I love my monkey but I hate him as well
I want him to stay with me a long spell
I know this is wrong, I should be compelled
To be rid of him, to banish him to hell

His reflection looms, my monkey is angry
Belly empty again, he ravages me
Peeling back my skin and spitting in my eyes
It’s time to get high again, always getting high

Bleeding and blind I beg to be free
Of this wicked MF’er, this monkey
But today is not the day he leaves
See, the image in the mirror is me, I am my monkey

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Old Doll,
You tell a cutting tale.  I can’t help but parallel this story with that of a young warrior sitting in an army tent by a fire sending his mortally wounded father into the next life.  As men they might have clashed but at this moment that same “dna"  is the bond that unites a man and his son, love and respect.  Yet, he knows well that he is burdened with the family shield and must confront its legacy.  It will be his choice and he will employ his methods to wage battle anew and ultimately win the war and claim victory.  Or perhaps his strategy is negotiation and he will be able make peace with his enemy and avoid further destruction.

T-Rex.
I refer to your wonderfully written story of affliction and hope, “What’s Inside (I’d Rather Forget)".  Kindly consider a publication redux.  I'll resuse a bit of response to that heartfelt tale:

“Recovery, a burden from the start; what’s needed to exorcise this malignant spirit in my heart?
My method is simple to snuff the torment, to leave it in the past and live in the present
I need to love this life so much; return would cripple me with a single touch
I need to love this pretty girl, if I am to stay in her beautiful world"

Toots,
I have the highest regard for the selfless efforts of those like your dad. Perhaps his sadness was partly rooted in the inexplicable self-analysis of "what if".

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Old Doll,
I'm flattered by your request!  Of course, you may include this simple rhyme in your splendid poem.  Many thanks.

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With all due respect to all the other wonderful poets on Chordie, it's no wonder why I zero in your entries. Another splendid write, Old Doll.  May I?!

The woman and child sing in rhyme; with disregard for the sands of time
One smiles the other laughs, one touches the other feels, one peers the other sees
No need to search far to find the person we truly are
Don’t judge the bark of this aging tree; look inside to find the real me

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The Beautiful One

The Beautiful One prepares herself for sleep; I stare through her window like some Halloween creep
Her bathrobe drops to the to the floor exposing her; I tighten and stare at the one I long for
She brushes her hair and applies perfume and lotion; I study her every move seemingly in slow motion
She dons her sheer nightgown; I wait impatiently for her to lay down

Bending, she pulls back the silken bed sheets; my heart quickens in beat
The sheets cover her like a thin coat of paint; my mouth opens slightly, I exercise restraint
She places her head on the pillow; her face is angelic, seemingly aglow
Her eyes seem to beckon me to expose myself from behind the tree

Giving in to slumber her eyes close; I feel my body heat rise, lust is what I know
I breathe deep and work the window latch; I enter the room silently and approach her slowly
I stop and stand at the foot of the bed; my wild fantasies are racing through my head
Through the window I left open, a gentle wind blows; it positions her hair perfectly on the pillow

I move to be on top of her becoming a mist; floating under the sheets I materialize to give her the first kiss
She awakens and opens her eyes; I mouth her from her face to her thighs
Both of us are naked in body and soul; neither has any control
We speak with eyes not words; acknowledging what we’re headed towards

She responds to my touches, I gain strength, fueled by her scent
As we embrace our fleshes meld, perspiring; like two liquids in a glass, stirring
We join our bodies never losing the stare; of all other things we’re unaware
We move our hips in perfect harmony; creating unspoken ecstasy

As we reach climax our bodies react; we utter quiet moans, our muscles contract
We collapse into each other; exhilaration, exhaustion, relaxation, satisfaction
I lean to kiss her beautiful face then turn to leave this place
As I exit the window I turn to see; the sleeping Beautiful One, my fantasy

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Hi KAP54,
If I ever find myself unable to find the words to express to my love and best friend how I feel about her, I'll say something like "Just read this poem on Chordie.  That's what I'm trying to say!". 

Well done!

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A few of us take some things (special ones?) for granted then suddenly find ourselves scambling and begging for a little more time.  Time to truely love, or repent or make good on old promises or commit to new ones.  Maybe even seek redemption.  The plan is simple and well known.  Remind them how special they are every opportunity.  Executing the plan, well.............  That sound, StranSongs is my applause for a fine, fine piece.

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Hi Jody Wayne,
What a nice poem!  I see you'll take requests for rock, gospel, country, big band and more.  Cooool!

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Old Doll,
A bittersweet memory but an unforgettable one with prominence in the love annals, I'm sure.  Teenage love, innocence gained, inncocence lost!  So very, very cool!  And The Troggs!  Lovely story.

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Stransongs,
Ah, did love come along and challenge a "perfectly sweet" gig?! Great lyrics and music too; I'd say you have a winner here!

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Old Doll,
This is a lovely and pensive piece.  Sentiments shared by many others, I’m sure.

Recalling old times on this day, the celebration is often sprinkled with melancholy
Pushing the bitter into the shadows, anticipating more good days will be

Thanks for sharing!